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Mental problems: Clinical, or intelligence/personality?
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Answering a question someone asked on my last video.
Recovery slowly becomes reality
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I'm no longer the girl I was in my videos from years ago. Times have changed, and so have I, thank God. Please let me know if you would like captions for this video.
Homewood, recovery, and tales in the life of (Part 2/2)
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It's been over a year since I made my last video... and a lot of things have changed. a LOT of things.
Homewood, recovery, and tales in the life of (Part 1/2)
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It's been over a year since I made my last video... and a lot of things have changed. A LOT of things.
Update on ED, self harm, and my life (Part 2)
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Continuation of part 1.
Update on ED, self harm, and my life (Part 1)
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This video is SUPER long but it does actually take the whole thing to explain where I currently am in my life fully. It would be really lovely if you guys actually watched both parts. I'd be super appreciative.
Me on Self Harm
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So it's a bit rambly and very long, but... this is a bit about me and my self-harm story, and also general information about self-harm.
The 31-minute video... (part 2)
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Continuation... talk about anxiety, depression, anger at family, etc.
The 31-minute video... oy vey.
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Talking about anything and everything that's been happening in my life within the last 2-3 months.
Everybody's got a sob story
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Mental illness, blah blah blah, same shit different day.
Trying to live a REAL life (Part 2)
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I'm actually trying to get away from disorder(s) now... who'd've thought I'd ever really do it?
Trying to live a REAL life (Part 1)
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I'm actually trying to get away from disorder(s) now... who'd've thought I'd ever really do it?
An update...
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I didn't feel like getting on cam, so here's a text update with a lovely classical song for accompaniment.
You're probably not gonna like this one.
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You're probably not gonna like this one.
I don't like the word "recovery". (Part 2/2)
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I don't like the word "recovery". (Part 2/2)
I don't like the word "recovery". (Part 1/2)
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I don't like the word "recovery". (Part 1/2)
ED-induced depression = fun times
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ED-induced depression = fun times
A Day In The Life Of
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A Day In The Life Of
[Triggering] I'm just going a little crazy...
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[Triggering] I'm just going a little crazy...
Updates: Hospital, eating disorder TX, etc
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Updates: Hospital, eating disorder TX, etc
I'm a self-destructive idiot.
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I'm a self-destructive idiot.
Panic -- anxiety -- bipolar -- I don't even know anymore.
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Panic anxiety bipolar I don't even know anymore.
EI, Bipolar(??)... Recovery.
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EI, Bipolar(??)... Recovery.
Eating disorder frustration
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Eating disorder frustration
Eating disorder, depression, hospitals... life. (Part 2/2)
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Eating disorder, depression, hospitals... life. (Part 2/2)
Eating disorder, depression, hospitals... life. (Part 1/2)
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Eating disorder, depression, hospitals... life. (Part 1/2)
Me singing "Silver Bells"
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Me singing "Silver Bells"
Full recovery is just an ideal. (Part 2)
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Full recovery is just an ideal. (Part 2)
Full recovery is just an ideal. (Part 1)
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Full recovery is just an ideal. (Part 1)

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @jackaskhim21
    @jackaskhim21 Рік тому

    So did you survive? I hope you did and are happy and healthy eating popcorn and chocolate somewhere where the weather is nice.

  • @jamesryan5090
    @jamesryan5090 Рік тому

    How much was it?

  • @Huntington12345678
    @Huntington12345678 Рік тому

    Doesn't matter how long ago. Thank you, for sharing.

  • @Huntington12345678
    @Huntington12345678 Рік тому

    I put this in another of your earlier videos, but since this is your most "recent" video, I'll ask here, too... Update? How has your struggle gone, now that it's almost 2023? I'm in mental pain, but that's pretty much the story of my life. Just wanted to know how it's been going for you.

  • @Huntington12345678
    @Huntington12345678 Рік тому

    Update? Cuz I'm struggling.

  • @j-roc8894
    @j-roc8894 2 роки тому

    Nice haircut ya Moe Howard looking "D"

  • @freighttrainsahpassing9790
    @freighttrainsahpassing9790 2 роки тому

    sounds like Anxiety and depression as well !!!

  • @Benjamin-to2zq
    @Benjamin-to2zq 2 роки тому

    I was in Homewood's eating disorder program, twice, about 12 years ago. Was William Corrigan, therapist there when you were in program?

  • @LivingFreeTv123
    @LivingFreeTv123 2 роки тому

    Oh wow. I used to watch you 14 yrs ago. Hope life is better. You were so entertaining back in da day. Much love to you and yours...

  • @hallyedd2805
    @hallyedd2805 3 роки тому

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    @Asiunia24021992 3 роки тому

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  • @vishaals2522
    @vishaals2522 3 роки тому

    been waiting for 2 years

  • @weirdmichael999
    @weirdmichael999 5 років тому

    wtf tell me about home wood

  • @bitcoinski
    @bitcoinski 6 років тому

    I enjoy listening to you...you have a very nice voice...so soft & feminine...cheers ShrinersPark...

  • @punatulkku
    @punatulkku 6 років тому

    good to see you again. :) I have the same problem with glasses, I like them way smaller than today's trend. I had the type of hideous frame in the 90s that is in style right now, cannot believe those came back... I was thinking, maybe you could tell your therapist that you're afraid of her reaction(s)?

    • @shrinerspark
      @shrinerspark 6 років тому

      bluesinkku She already knows. I told her last week. The thought process, and my feelings about it, are ongoing.

    • @punatulkku
      @punatulkku 6 років тому

      shrinerspark ah, ok, it's great that you told her! :)

  • @whitec1981
    @whitec1981 6 років тому

    I've been here for a very long time it's such a delight to see you back in a video again 😀😀

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 6 років тому

    So nice to see you are posting videos again. I can really relate to how you feel and that makes me feel less alone. Thanks! Hope your next video is not in a thousand years!!! :)

  • @GuineaPigSecretsUK
    @GuineaPigSecretsUK 6 років тому

    I appreciate your updates, don’t leave it so long next time

    • @shrinerspark
      @shrinerspark 6 років тому

      GuineaPigSecretsUK Aww... thank you ❤. Honestly, it's been hard to imagine that anyone on this old UA-cam account actually cares, but I'm glad someone does. It's hard in general for me to believe people care, so it's definitely not personal... lol. I just try to take comments like this and remember them for the next time I feel like I don't matter.

    • @GuineaPigSecretsUK
      @GuineaPigSecretsUK 6 років тому

      shrinerspark you matter

    • @mandasunicorn
      @mandasunicorn 2 роки тому

      @@shrinerspark I hope you are well. I saw someone on tik tok today that looked like you and thought I'd stop by!

  • @MedusaMayflower
    @MedusaMayflower 6 років тому

    Thanks for the update. I've been watching your channel for a long time. How old are you now?

    • @shrinerspark
      @shrinerspark 6 років тому

      MedusaMayflower I just turned 32 :) June 12th!

  • @CitizenKane380
    @CitizenKane380 6 років тому

    You look well

    • @shrinerspark
      @shrinerspark 6 років тому

      CitizenKane380 Well, physically I'm better than I was. Unfortunately the kind of illness I have now is invisible. Doesn't mean I actually am well.

    • @CitizenKane380
      @CitizenKane380 6 років тому

      Healing is a journey. I am sure you will be completely well one day

  • @AmyLouiseYT
    @AmyLouiseYT 6 років тому

    Hope you are doing well. 💜

  • @jessbear9380
    @jessbear9380 6 років тому

    your hair grows fast - just an observation from your videos and the time spans .

  • @AmyLouiseYT
    @AmyLouiseYT 6 років тому

    Welcome back! Great to see a video from you!!! 💖

  • @punatulkku
    @punatulkku 7 років тому

    ohhh hello! I remember you, I like you!! a lot! :D

  • @whitec1981
    @whitec1981 7 років тому

    Welcome back! Glad to see you :)

  • @HeathieLee
    @HeathieLee 7 років тому

    It's great to see another video from you. As someone who have also been diagnosed with many of the same things as yourself I enjoy hearing your views and opinions on important subject matter. Have a wonderful day

  • @Love09Iry
    @Love09Iry 7 років тому

    What helps all those on here with dysthymia ?

    • @JamieGhione
      @JamieGhione 7 років тому

      I have dysthymia and have been on Prozac.

  • @LouisStGermain
    @LouisStGermain 7 років тому

    It is really good to see you. I stop by here occasionally looking for Carolyn and today I found her, Good for you! You are coming back into your own. There is no wealth but life. And you are looking alive. Congratulations! One can travel this world and see nothing. To achieve understanding it is necessary not to see many things, but to look hard at what you do see.

  • @Auggieautomne
    @Auggieautomne 7 років тому

    ah! nice to see you again

  • @caryf.goldman1770
    @caryf.goldman1770 7 років тому

    best of luck and keep on doing self awareness stuff. Homewood is wasting your time and efforts at recovery

  • @FlippFlipps
    @FlippFlipps 7 років тому

    Really great to see you doing so well, I hope something happens to change your income situation somehow, you deserve (after all you've been through) to have some Quality of life. Keep on the Lookout for opportunities...one thing I'll say about you now and the girl from Years ago...your looking very much the same! (in a good way!) Keep on keeping on whatever is working for you, lots of love, Mark (alias Moob744 &gargantuanlifeform99) x

  • @noeticwanderer7578
    @noeticwanderer7578 7 років тому

    I'm glad you recovered. I know I'm just another random person who watches your videos, but you are kind of inspirational. Wish you the very best.

  • @mrskellyhills
    @mrskellyhills 7 років тому

    Wow! So glad to see you. More vids please. I enjoy your rhetoric 😘

    • @shrinerspark
      @shrinerspark 7 років тому

      My rhetoric? What do you mean by that? Lol

    • @mrskellyhills
      @mrskellyhills 7 років тому

      shrinerspark By 'rhetoric' I mean I enjoy the eloquent way your phrase things and the way your explain things.

    • @mrskellyhills
      @mrskellyhills 7 років тому

      *you, not your

  • @GuineaPigSecretsUK
    @GuineaPigSecretsUK 7 років тому

    Glad to hear your mental health has improved so much, well done you. Sorry to hear that other things are becoming difficult again, but hopefully that stuff works out too.

  • @AnalogWinter
    @AnalogWinter 7 років тому

    I am always so happy to see a video from you. It's been close to ten years that I've been subscribed to you (initially on a different user name) and you were an influencing factor for me in getting into therapy when I was in my late-teens. After years of misdiagnosis, I finally was diagnosed with Bipolar II and appropriately treated. Thank you for all that you've shared on UA-cam over the years. I'm very glad to see that you're doing relatively well, ED recovery-wise.

    • @shrinerspark
      @shrinerspark 7 років тому

      I'm so glad to know I helped you that way!! And I hope your life is a lot better now from proper treatment. :) Thanks for leaving me that comment. It made my day. (No, really.)

  • @whitec1981
    @whitec1981 7 років тому

    Nice seeing you :) I'm glad some things are going well at least. Much love from northern Ontario

  • @mrskellyhills
    @mrskellyhills 7 років тому

    How are u doing these days?

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    BPD people "do not do well in hospital" so Many docs are Assholes to people with BPD. It totally sucks no matter if you are suicidal or not they would hold me in a "cell" for up to 3 days then discharge me no matter how I was feeling.

    • @fluterify
      @fluterify 8 років тому

      Yes I know the system well, been in it 9 years now, but it TOTALLY SUCKS!!!

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    You are alive!!! I can not comment on your own Luck but at least you got Help and seem to be doing well.

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    My family has Hypoglycemia so my Moms normal sugar level is 2.0

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    One of my major diagnosis besides EDNOS is BPD (borderline Personality Disorder)

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    Most Hospitals here at least SUCK BIG TIME!!! The mental health system out side Homewood SUCKS!!!

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    My "evil Ballerina" tells me I need to be a VERY LOW weight.

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    On top of as many diagnosis as you can think of and those you have never thought of I have EDNOS.

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    For me DBT is Amazing!!!

  • @fluterify
    @fluterify 8 років тому

    You are SOOO Brave, I just got home from a 2 month stay at Homewood but in CPC which is now right above the EDP.

  • @blessedmommy7349
    @blessedmommy7349 8 років тому

    I realize that this video is dated, but Homewood is most certainly NOT a joke. If you go there, with a mature attitude and willingness to work, they will give you the best treatment. I had anorexia for THIRTY years. From the time I was 10. Homewood and their AMAZING staff saved my life. The only time I see anyone bitch about Homewood is when they discharge you because you are too inappropriate with behaviour or if you play games. I went in there, got real, and got WONDERFUL treatment. I couldn't have asked for anything better

  • @szymonziolkowski5967
    @szymonziolkowski5967 8 років тому

    You're a real fighter. We have to go futher and just simply enjoy our life.

  • @katieb1138
    @katieb1138 9 років тому

    What hospital did you have to go to?

  • @LouisStGermain
    @LouisStGermain 9 років тому

    www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/anxiety